Halfway Healed!

Only two more days until I am at my halfway point in recovery! That also means that I am about 1-2 weeks away from getting my lab results from my LEEP surgery that I had on the 1st of this month. I am both excited and nervous about the results and hope I will finally get some good news. If my results come back saying that they got rid of all the abnormal cells, then I don't have to do anything exceot set up another pap test in six months. If they come back saying that I still have abnormal cells, then I will have to go back for another Colposcopy and then wait another 3-4 weeks to get the results.
Since having Sarah, I have had nothing but bad health happen to me. I know it's not her fault and I don't blame her. I just hope to get good news this time around and not have them say that I actually have cervical cancer since my cells were in the high abnormal range and in the pre-cancerous state. No one likes to be told that they have a life threatning disease and the people who really know me, know that I can be very emotional about certain things. From having a catheter put in my crotch to help drain an abcess that my Bartholin Gland had created to having an abnormal pap, colposcopy and finally the LEEP surgery, I am tired of having bad things happen to me.
I still have a little discharge from the LEEP. It's mostly black (what I like to call smoke cinders) from when the hot wire loop cut into my cervix. I haven't felt any pain except for when I move a certain way. I can usually tell when I have done too much because my lower back will start to hurt like crazy or I will get a little cramping. I will be so happy when I can quit wearing pads due to the discharge and for when I have my menstral.
When someone has a LEEP performed, they don't want you lifting anything heavy (over 12lbs), no tampons, no sex, no sitting in the tub soaking (only showers are allowed) or using any pelvic muscles for four weeks!! Like I said before, I can't wait to be healthy again and be able to go back to the gym to workout again. Here is to hoping for good news and losing my pregnancy weight. Haha